It's been six months since I left Libya, I was and still sad because I left all the people I love there and the most important is that I left Libya when the situation is still critical which really breaks my heart. Life here is comfortable somehow but so stressful specially if you are alone, I mean without your family or your best friends who used to support me the whole time. This is a new life for me, I am not used to depend on myself in everything, and I mean EVERYTHING!, so I kinda feel exhausted and sometimes wish I was home with mom :( I miss her so much! I've never been away from her this long!
Although I left my family and my best friends but lucky me I found my second family and best friends here too ~ Kholoud and Mehad, I love them so much. Noor, She's my sister and Mrs. Abushagoor is like my mom. They are the only thing who makes me hold on this far. I also have other friends who are very special to me, my roommate Marcela, she's the sweetest ever!, my best friend fulbrighter from East Timor, Felismina. Also, Selien, Karan, Pedro and Jose who are really true friends! There are other friends who really mean a lot to me ~ and there is always this friend who's always there when you're really depressed, Fahd. Probably, he's the most person who knows how I feel as living away from Libya because he's been there.
I don't know if I have the power to move on till the end specially these days, I'm just gonna pray to Allah to guide me to the right way whatever it was.
I have a lot of things to say about my journey so far but I have a lot of homeworks so maybe I'll write more in the break which is in two weeks.
Salam~
